“ hey dad, it's been almost 2 years since we lost you now. I didn't think I would ever have to live without you and yet here i am doing it. I miss you a lot. And I find myself thinking about you everyday. Hell sometimes I swear I hear you talking to me. Everybody's good down here. Katie's doing good and the babies and amazing and growing everyday! Paul met a wonderful girl and he's becoming so much more like you everyday. You would be so proud. I met someone too dad. A good man who treats me the way you would have wanted. I wish you could have met him and his wonderful family. Anyway. We miss you daddy. You will forever be loved and in our hearts big man. ❤️. ”