“ I didn't realize how much of a hole would be left in my heart with your passing. I know we didn't keep in touch like we should have but I never stopped loving you and I never once forgot about my little brother!!!
When you and Candice came to see us before mom died I was so happy and all the years of going without you and your family in my life just melted away. I wish things could and would have been different and I don't know where they went wrong. I will never be able to say how truly sorry I am and was. I missed the chance to be a sister, sister in law, Aunt, and Great Aunt and yes I would have been proud to be all of them. I never would have thought that the next time I would see you would be in a Urn.
We let life and our pride get in the way of what was really important and there is no going back like we all wish we could.
I love you Rod Pellegrin. ”